End In Tears-Andley

'If you feel guilty look around,
Stare out at the world and wonder,
How long till our secret's found?
How long till it pulls me under?
Will they let us live in doubt?
Will they make us take it to the grave?'
I waited for the beautiful blue-eyed singer out behind the venue. I was hiding behind the dumpster, crouched down low. I was praying that not a single fan decided to come back here, if so not only my cover would be blown, our secret would be screwed.
'It'll end in tears,
It'll end the world.
It'll end in tears.
It'll end in pain,
It'll end in tears.
It'll end the world.
It'll end in tears.
It'll end in shame.'
"Outlaw?" I heard his deep booming voice question.
"I'm here, Outcast." I know his name was a bit obvious, but so was 'Little Johnny Rickfield', 'Lightning Thunderstein', and 'Batman'.
"You ready?" He asked, his voice now hushed.
"As ready as I'll ever be." I heard him sigh. I stood up from my position  by the garbage and came into his view.
I looked him up and down. His hair was pulled back, he had on a long black trench coat, and a pair of boots. Nice Andy.
"Where at tonight?" He asked.
"There's a motel about half of a mile down the street, babe." I said, but threw my hand over my mouth realizing my slip up. Some one might hear.
"It's fine, Ash. No one's around." I heard him sigh again.
"We don't have to do this." I looked up at him.
"But we can't come out Outlaw." He frowned.
'Terrified that they will find,
The secrets buried in our heart.
Paranoid when not alone,
We are naked in the dark.
How long can we hide the truth?
How long till it tears our lives apart?'
I know he wanted more. I know he wished we could have more dates. I know he wishes we could be like a normal couple, but he's scared of what the others would say.
"Of course not."
We called a cab, and told him where we needed to go. It took us about ten minutes.
We checked in and went up to our room.
"Ashley," He started.
"Andy?"
"We need to talk."
Oh shit. I hate that line. What the fuck did I do?
'It'll end in blood
It'll end the world
It'll end in tears
It'll end in pain
It'll end in tears
It'll end the world
It'll end in tears
It'll end in shame.'
"About?" He led me over to the bed. He had taken his trench coat off, and to my disappointment he had on a black shirt and some skinny jeans.
"Ashley, it's so hard doing this." He had tears in his eyes. Fuck me.
"I know, but we could make it work!" I said.
"We've tried, Ash." He sighed.
"Andy, trust me! We can! We can take it slower."
"Ash," He whispered.
'Early enough to see your face
Temptation there is no denying
Danger doesn't matter now
Without you I would surely die
If we wake up then all is lost
And everything was lost so long ago'
"Andy." I echoed his name with mine.
"We can't." Tears fell from his face as did mine. March would've made a year that we've been secretly dating.
"One final night together?" I choked out. I wanted to make it last. He nodded his head yes, and I pulled him into a kiss. I knew it would hurt us both in the long run, but fuck it. My heart will be shattered either way.
I wasn't going to do anything except kiss him and hold him all night. Shocker.
"Andy, I don't want to." I whispered.
"I know, but.." The tears came harder, and sobs racked his body.
"But what Andy?!" I nearly screamed, crying as well.
"Ash.. I'm scared."
"Scared of what, baby?" I asked, calming down.
"Everything." I held him close to my chest, his fist clutched into my shirt, while he cried. I rubbed his back soothingly while he cried.
"Andy, I wouldn't hurt you." I knew what he was talking about. He always got scared in relationships. He had told me this before we had even started dating. I was honestly surprised this hadn't already happened.
"I know, but I can't help but think." Another sob shook his body.
I lifted his face up, and placed a kiss on his plump pink lips.
"Shh." I said, breaking the kiss.
We fell asleep in each others arms crying. He'd told me it would end in tears, but I'll hold on to him until we explode. I love him, and he's not going anywhere. Without him, I'd die.
't'll end in tears
It'll end the world
It'll end in tears
It'll end in pain
It'll end in tears
It'll end the world
It'll end in tears
It'll end in shame
It'll end in tears
It'll end the world
It'll end in tears
It'll end in cold
It'll end in tears
It'll end this whole world
But in the end
We'll just explode'