To the End-Andley

I paced our apartment floor. Where the hell was he?
I called his number. Again.
"Hey! It's Ash-" I ended the call. It was about the billionth time I had called him and gotten his voice mail.
My mind couldn't help but wonder if he was cheating. I mean I trusted him, but I just couldn't...
I sat down on our leather black couch and covered up with his zebra print blanket. I turned on the television, flicking it to DVR so I could watch old Batman episodes.
My mind wasn't on what was happening though. I was a sobbing mess thinking about my Outlaw.
Did he have a wreck?
Was he mobbed? Raped? Dead?
Before I knew it, I was waking up to the sound of the door unlocking.
From half open eyes I watched him walk by.
"Ashley," I said in a low voice.
I heard him whisper, "Shit!"
"Come here, baby." I looked at the clock on the TV. It read 2:15 AM. I'd been asleep for about twenty minutes.
"Where have you been?"  I asked as he sat down on the opposite end of the couch.

"Out." No duh, Purdy.

"Really now? Care to explain why you've been gone since six this afternoon?"

"I... I was.. I was with.."

"You were with who?"

"Someone." I could feel the anger rise inside of me, but was soon replaced with loss, betrayal, and an empty feeling.

"Are you cheating on me, Purdy?!"

"What? No!" It sure as hell seemed like it.

"Go lie to someone who cares and believes it." I said, sniffling. I stood up with his blanket still around me.

"Andy! I'm sorry, okay!"

"Save it." I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around and decked him in his nose.
He stumbled back, cradling his nose. I braced myself for his hit, but it never came.
I opened my eyes, and that's where he got me. He aimed for my nose. I'm pretty sure he broke it. Fuck, what is it with me and my I-Must-Break-Every-Bone-In-My-Body deal?

"Leave," I said, my teeth together. The venom was apparent in my voice.

"No." That's when I jumped on him. I knocked him to the floor and just went at him. I don't even know what I did, to be completely honest. I just had to get all of my anger out.
When I was finished I collapsed on top of him, burying my face in his chest. I was to ashamed to look at him.

"Andy, it's okay." He whispered in my ear.

"No. No, it isn't. Ash, you're definitely leaving me now." He held me as he sat up.

"Andy we all have our days."

"Yeah, but you deserve someone who doesn't try and kick your ass."

He chuckled, "Everyone needs a good ass-kicking, but is your nose okay?"

"I think it's broken....Again." I smiled a bit.

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay, but Ash,"

"Yeah?"

"Don't leave me. Ever."

"I can't, Andy. You know me the best, better than me even. Then, if I ever did, I'd surely die."

"I love you, Ash."

"Love you too, Andy." He kissed the top of my head.
I knew he'd carry me to the end if I asked him too. Ashley has a love for me that not even he understands. Even if he did cheat on me, I couldn't stay mad at him.